I totally get it…

I completely understand why people become work-aholics. Short answer, it’s safer. Relationships are hard, people use one another, and it’s messy. Keeping it simple and working will save the feelings of rejection, complication, whatever you are feeling, but may give you feelings of emptiness. You may feel like you are missing something but that something is painful and you are shielding yourself from pain to exchange it for another. What is the answer? I don’t fucking know. Which way are you going to give yourself or slice yourself up in a manner of speaking. Maybe I will just go hold babies at the hospital. That is an easy answer huh? They snuggle, don’t use you, and you feel useful. At least if you get fucked over at work, it didn’t involve your personal intimate feelings.
Have a great night.